*yawn*..... Ahhh... Finally, I'm back online! 2 days have passed and still no problems. Let's keep it this way because it bloody SUCKS when you cannot go online! Anyways, nothing much happend this few weeks except for college... badminton... college... badminton. Same old routine again and again. Makes me wonder alot about my boring life. I think it'll be more fun if my damn PC would detect my camera so that I would make an effort to bring it out and take some pictures.

Okay, enough about my overall sucky life. Friday night, pretty good cause I've manage to meet up with some of my old ICOM friends. It has been awhile when I last saw them. Cris and I wanted to go for some guitar shredding and drum banging session but then it didn't work out cause every damn studio in hartamas was fully booked! Last resort, Breakers, where I met the whole bunch of ICOM friends. Cris decided to head down to Black Widow in Jalan Gasing but then I was too lazy to move my heavy ass around so I stayed in Breakers to play pool instead... hehehe :)

Well, I guess that's all for now. See, boring lifestyle huh? *sigh* :P Even me and nikki agreed that this site is such a sad case. Nothing interesting at all especially with so few visitors... Damn! :P

Hie hiee......

Its time i made a debut and cross out the bad lucks and splattie.. it seems that i blog even more than you do! I've been eating microwavable food for the past 3 days. Okay. Microwavable food doesn't sound so bad but its even worst when its low-fat, healthy eating diet microwavable food. Well, I bought all my stuff before noticing the labels. This teaches me a lesson to read the outer packaging properly before purchasing anything in future. I've been so busy lately that I hadn't had time to cook or sleep. At last, tonite I can finish everything and start eating home cook food.

Why we shouldn't buy microwavable food?
1. It smells great but looks like shitz.
2. The smell puts us into hunger but once placing the food in your mouth, you'll loose your appetite on the spot.
3. It take almost an hour to finish up the miserable piece of junk.
4. Once finished you realize you are still hungry as that p-o-j is only 1/4 of your normal meal.
5. So you grab another microwavable meal and the process repeats itself.

Trust me, it is that bad. Never in your entire life buy any microwavable food which has go to do with rice. I bought green thai curry chicken and it tasted like shitz. I was on a webcam session with Erik and I showed it to him, he was disgusted and told me if he was in my situation he would throw it away. However, I wanted to do so but all I had was microwavable food and i'll go about and again with the whole process.

Anyway, here are some snapshots of me in UK.

Is there a time where all the bad luck will go off? Its just what I need, not to say only me but Splattie as well. See, my tutor, Paola fucking failed me for a module last semester and after I looked for her, only we realized that she lost my individual proposal! My group project was a success and everyone in my group had a 2nd upper class for it except for me, FAIL!

So, she told me to resubmit it and she will regrade me. Guess what, I did so. I was waiting for my results where today I decided to look for her, guess again.. she took back her words about loosing my individual proposal and said I failed and told me to resubmit to another person. How fucked up can that be. Because of her, I'm not allowed to do my final year project and because of her I lost my good ASP supervisor, Ian Mitchell.

So, I looked for the head of the module, Anthony White and told him my situation. Lucky thing he was a nice guy and let me do my final year project and assigned to me another supervisor. Such a nice dude.

All i'm pissed at is at this Italian Bitch, PAOLA which fucking failed me for no reasons, messed up everything, causing a lot of trouble, making me wait for the fucking few weeks and i get shit and the worst bit pulling down my grades. At least if i had it marked by then and instead of her telling me 2 stories, I would at least be a second upper class student but guess what, now I don't know what kind of student i am. Am I a second upper class or either a second lower class? Shitz happen.

Bitch.. that is all i can say. I've a choice to report about her to the head of computing science but guess what, i'm not doing so. I'm a kind human which gives chances to pathetic souls like her. Haha, that isn't the main reason why i'm not reporting her, its because i've got so much work to do and another case to be handled and put onto my hands again, i think i've had enough. Not only that, its my last semester here, don't want anything to go wrong. So play safe. I told my mom about everything, yeah, she told me to drop it as well. I don't need another thing to stress me out.

Well.. life is a bitch.. that's all i can say..

Poor nikki.... cheer ups yah! Look at the bright side, at lease you can get to blog on my site and bitch on everything that's on your mind to get some stress out off you eh? :)

Hello all and Happy Valentines Day! I'm in college and wondering what kinda weird ass Mac keyboard is this. The symbol placements for all the characters after pressing the shift key is weird, the bloody keyboard is filled with Jap characters as well, and I keep pressing on the wrong keys especially the SHIFT key! Damn it! I'm taking a longer time writting this damn blog because of the other wierd keys I see on this bitch ass keyboard!

Valentines day ain't much of a celebration for me. The only thing I did that day was badminton and coffee at Starbucks. What happens when you do not have any plans on Valentines day and your damn bitch ass connection is down? Well, YOU FUCKING ROT AT HOME starring at the modem hoping for the DSL light will to stay put and not blink anymore! (if connection is fine the light stops blinking and you are ready to connect) So there I was sitting down in front of the damn tube flipping channels and rotting. Then my phone beeped! It was Ping telling me "Come pick me up now we in starbucks". *blur* o_O We all ended up in starbucks that night. Wheeeeeeeeeeee!

My line is dead and I can't go online. Sad huh? and yesterday was the ultimate bad luck for me! It started off alright thinking that it's a nice day for me to do something NICE which I DID and at the end... WHAM! Bad Luck stone hit on me! It was fucking rainning and I was in 1U. I ran to my car and I fucking "pokai" damn it! When I got to my car and on the way out... WHAM! I knocked into a car. Not bad enough? Well, when the lady was taking my details down she said "Friend, your liscense expired already la"... in my head "WHAT DA FUCK!"... *sigh*...

This sucks! My mom told me, "Ah.. rooster this year damn good luck" FUCK NO! Sheeesh! To whoever it may concern, PLEASE READ THE STARS OR WHAT EVER YOU'VE READ TELLING PEOPLES LUCK AGAIN TO RECONFIRM! *............*

*all heated up*... I guess it's time to stop before I explode. Take care all and someone please get me a horse shoe or that damn clover thingy that brings good luck cause I need it! -_-

I feel like I am dominating this website instead of splattie. Its not mine but majorly seems like mine. I'm feeling wierd. There's this wierd feeling inside me, its all pilling up. I'm worrying about everything. I've got a final year project to complete which i haven't started yet, have another business major project which i've just started and the worst among all is about one of my module i'm taking. I don't know a shit about it and i haven't gotten a group yet. I haven't been attending the seminar's as the blardy mutherfucking uni kept changing my timetables and it all got screwed up for 3 weeks, so i'm worried. I'm really left behind. Although i've done that module before i'm still worrying. I can't screw up this last semester.

My parents are planning for my graduation, therefore everything has to go smoothly. Not to say i'm a distinction or either a smart person. Just that I do my work as I can but I have a major problem. I can create long sentences but can't put them in simple, basic words. My tutor looks at me everytime I have a lesson with him. I've got to answer at least a question during then. I hate the attention but at least I get my answers. Some think I'm trying to act smart but since when answering a question is a fault. I get to class, get my work done and leave. I don't have any friends in my classes. All I do is smile and do my work. That's my aim to attend classes. Once a friend of mine back in APIIT comented that my teeth's made of gold as I seldom talk in class but I guess that is just me. I go for the classes and head back as fast as I can. Its not fun being alone, however I got my reasons to keep away. No play for a 2 1/2 months and I will gain a lot.

I spoke to my mom for 3 over hours. Complaining and stuff. She says I'm stressed out. Maybe I am. I've lost weight again. I seldom cook, I take only a meal a day which maybe biscuits or either takeaway from the chicken shop which sells fried chicken. I'm getting sick of it. I eat rice every 3 days once. I don't have the time and the mood to cook. I can't cook when the kitchen is dirty. I've not been cleaning the kitchen so its kind of in a mess. I don't understand why my other flatmates leave the dirty work for me. I clean and scrub. I feel like a maid. I even share my utensils with them. However, they don't wash up, leave things as it is and mess everything up. But what i hate most is them using my things and not putting them back in order. I know i'm a neat and a clean freak but at least respect me for who i am. I was much happier without my new flatmates. I can't wait to shift out from my flat but suddenly, I realized that my contract ends only in August. It's going to be such a long time!

Mom said if I could get a part-time job after my exams, I can come back whenever I want and if i get a proper job I can forfeit my air-ticket and continue my stay here. I'm in a dilemma. I don't know what to do or what I want or either if I can get a job. I wanna go back for a few months and come back to UK again. I miss everything back home, Erik, Yeeng, Shu, my sister, my bro, my parents, my fishes, my friends. You name it and I'll miss it but now UK is home to me, maybe that feeling is for the time being. I mean what shall I do, I don't know. Sometimes I feel like breaking down as the stress is growing. My heart feels heavy, it feels sick. Sometimes I feel like a disgusting person. I just don't know what I want. I've screwed up timing where i can only sleep at 6 am and I usually have to get up by 9 am. That means in one day I get approximately 3 hours of sleep. I hate it when I try to sleep earlier, my mind would go wondering, thinking and stressing myself out. What shall I do?

I wake up, go to uni, come back, face the comp, take my bath, do some of my work, face the comp and face the comp and face the comp. I hate it! I'm stuck in my mini jail. I don't have the energy to do other things. I want to go to the gym but by the time i get back, gym time is over. I want to go swimming but i don't know where the pool is(dad says i'm crazy to swim during winter), I want to go rock climbing but it cost a bomb and its fucking expensive. I used to spend at least 100 pounds on food every month but you will be surprised when i told you the amount i spent this month, i spent less than 50 pounds this month. Its half of what I eat. I can't take breakfast or lunch anymore. If i do, my stomach will ache. I'm starting to worry, my body is growing weaker. I don't know how long this can last. Everyone around me thinks I'm a happy person and that I can handle things but its the opposite.

Mommy told me to slow things down and take things one by one. My future lies in my hands. I'm feeling nervous, everything is going to be over in 2 1/2 months. I guess I will last till then. I'm tired and I want to sleep but the moment I lie down, I'll dream about other stuff. I guess I'll have to endure another night. Nites nites.... =(

As you can see the picture above is a bouquet of flowers. As buying a bouquet of flowers on the eve or either on valentine's day itself cost a bomb, I had to arrange and create the bouquet of flowers myself and to tell you the truth, I'm not proud of my work. This isn't the first time i'm arranging flowers. I had to go to tesco and buy that tissue paper, the blue paper as well as the wrapping paper. I used the wrong type of wrapping paper so it didn't turn out as nice as I predicted it would be. However, it is the thought that counts right.

Well, my friend, Ian (which I call and treat him as a 'cheche') who was in UK for the past year and currently is back home in Malaysia decided to ask me for a favour. His girlfriend, a Japanese cute gurl, Ami is just staying a block away from my place. So, I had to get her a card and to get her some flowers. However, 'cheche' was kind of broke and thanks to me he got another 30 pounds to spend (his printer which I helped him to sell cost 30 pounds). He thought he could use that 30 pounds to get her flowers and all sorts. Unfortunately last week his wallet got flicked. Therefore he needed some cash for the wallet. So, I was on a tight budget here. Walked to Tesco just now and realized the flowers needed a lot of uplifting. Those flowers were fresh, however the sad thing is, the wrapper has its price tag printed on it and if I got the bouquet of flowers for Ami, it would be kind of a dissapointment cause it was not bundled and wrapped nicely and of course again there was the price tag on it. It only cost 15 pounds for that bouquet of flowers. I mean what do you expect, its Tesco flowers. So, I decided to wrap the bouquet myself. Got a bunch of roses and 2 bunches of cute little crysantinums. Got back and started redoing the whole process. And I can say, it looked better and nicer than any of those in Tesco. However, I can say its the worst master piece I've ever done. I've not got any choice, there weren't any appropriate paper or items that I could use for flower arrangement. I even had to use my own ribbons. Such a sad thing. However, it turned out okay but I'm just a little dissapointed.

Guess how much did Ami's Valentine's gift cost me? Bouquet of flowers + card = 10 pounds. Hard to imagine right. Well, its all good. Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day to all of you guys out there. Muaks....

*ahem*... First of all, I would like to say "SELAMAT DATANG" to nikki! hehehe.... :D Wow! two posts already!? Hmmmm.. my guest blogger is dominating my page. :P No worries, it's good cause at least it'll be alive! Hahaha!

Anyway, since I got my connection back up, I keep getting disconnected. I'll be online for awhile then suddenly I will not receive any data transfer from the net. Screwed up streamyx. I praised them to soon and look what happens. I used to get flawless connection, but now, I cant even stay online constantly for an hour. Damn it man! >:
I've got all my assignment papers yesterday! o_O All three of them which I have to, edit a certain song using PEAK (and i didn't know that this software exists), create a MIDI Sequence (with a pathetic sound module in college), and record a song on the 16 track analog mixer (now we're getting somewhere ^_^).
Sweeeeet! I can't wait to start on my assignments! And if everything goes well in my certificate program, I hope I'll get a part time job.

I was away for awhile after writting the last line above because IT IS TIME FOR BADMINTON! :D Zing is on his way to pick me up now. Got to go get ready now. Take care all and give nikki a nice welcome yah! :)

All these pictures were taken since September last year until recently. Just wanna share with you guyz my moments in UK. Wonderful, fun and the best experience i have in my entire life. I thank my parents for giving me this golden opportunity to experience a different life in another country which lives a different lifestyle.

I've gone through a lot of ups and downs while being here and it all has taught me one thing, independency. I've learnt to live on my own, be on my own, do everything on my own and most of all have my own lifestyle. A lot of questions have been playing in my head for a very long time. I do wonder what will I be when I grow up and how would I be like. Its such simple questions yet there's no correct answer to it. Our life changes as we grow. In 5 months I'll be a graduate (that is if everything goes well), in a year I'll be a working person, in 5 years to come what will I be? Therefore, the answer to my question is I don't know. I'm frighten out of my wits. I don't know how my future would be like and where would I stand in future. Would I be a successful person or either would be trash? All I can say is, I don't know. I just hope everything turns out well.

Congratulations to my ownself. This is the first time I'm posting in splattie's site. Its an honour he made me a guest blogger, maybe because I kept irritating him for pictures. Anyway, its all good.

Lets just say I began my day with a very bright and respectful feeling. Caught the movie 'BIG FISH' today. Its a good movie. Anyway, after the movie, me and my friends headed to Morrissons (guess most of you guys don't know where it is, somewhere in UK) and they started to do grocery shopping while me and Ashley decided to survey the hair products department. Well, both of us were kind of itchyfied finger. Almost bought hairdye's and other stuff but lucky thing we didn't. If not now we will look like monsters.

We headed to Argo's and I took back their catalogue which is larger and bigger than my textbooks. Next stop was Tesco's. Again we were in the hair department. I don't know, maybe we got obsessions with hair.

Got back and just chit chatted like normal. When Ashley left my place, I was sooooo irritated with my lappy. It could start but couldn't get into the Windows mode. I was already so panicky, didn't know what to do. Kept restarting and inserting the Window's CD but nothing help. I didn't know what to do. If anything goes wrong with my lappy I would have to fly back to M'sia to have it repaired because my warranty doesn't cover UK. How idiotic. Well, fell asleep after a while and got up to repair my lappy again. Called my cousin and I had to reformat the blardy lappy. Reformatted if but it still couldn't start up Windows. This time I was really panicky. Had to wait another hour to repair it and stuff. At last it is all right. I mean imagine me hitting the lappy and almost pulling out my hair. Thank goodness everything is allright.

What a night it has been for me. =(

I'm bloody back from the dead! I've even discovered a new mathematical equation, so get your pen and paper ready...

3days + a - b = cde
** replace: "a" with PC, "b" with internet connection, "c" with bloody, "d" with fucking, "e" with bored **

The good thing is, tmnet customer service is so reliable lately. I can't believe they actually came to my house to fix the connection itself. The best bit would be I didn't call them after 2-3 days after having them telling me to do so, and they just came today at 12.30pm. Cheers to the people who came and rescue my connection! You have bring ease to my disturbed sorrowful soul! The DSL modem lights shine down on me again like the lights of heaven! :)

Anyways, I got to play around with a 16 track mixer for the first time! Yay! I'm so proud of myself. Understanding the signal flow from the sound source itself and routing it to different areas can be confusing at times but then again, it's all good!

Aiyaks... time to get ready. Going out soon! Laters! :D

Hello all! Here are some pictures during the Bloggers gathering and also Cris's birthday party! Woohooo! Sweetness! :D


splatspit and Sui Lin

splatspit and Cheng Leong

Mat Rocker Vs. Mat Raver sial...

splatspit and Cris.. Rock and Roll!

splatspit and Jolyne

*pictures are from Sui Lin and Jolyne's camera, Thanks yah! :D*