Seafood Twisties + Tom Yam Twisties + Cheese Chilli Corntos + Rocky Chocolate + Nestle Milkybars Chocolate + 3 pieces fried nangka. These is how much i bought within 5 minutes. Shouldn't have walked downstairs. Was kicked out from the office. Colleagues forced to to grab a bite which i grabbed many bites from all the junk food i bought.

The London bombing had a great effect worldwide. For me, I just didn't have any feelings towards it. Guess I'm heartless. I didn't even wonder how my friends over there were doing. I didn't even bother texting them. How mean can I be. Maybe I left everything back there and just forgo all the memories. I used to be very close to this girl, "A" back then. Somehow, her attitude drove everyone away. I stuck by her, I helped her but yet she's so ungrateful. Atitude Bitch No. 1! By asking her a favour it is as if we are asking her for the hardest and most difficult favour on earth. In the end she would make a big fuss and create havoc among all and make it sound as if everything is your fault and she's the poor lil' girl having to go through everything on earth. Who helped her through out her final year project? Who helped her shift house? Who stood by her? Who was the one to lend a shoulder everything something happens? Who helped her study? I guess all these were forgotten. You know what, i don't give a fucking damn cause I never did. Guess I was just like a fucking maid.

Do I look like a fucking maid to you? No, I still don't hate or despise her. I just pity her for the way she is. No wonder she lack of friends. Money/cash/items could be lost but friendship stays. For her material items are more important that friendship. Fuck it man. Blabbering something so 'out-of-the-story' seems to be her thing. Worst bit to someone whom she hasn't spoken to in a year and also neither is she close to that person. Just a plain fucking bitch with no penis' to satisfy her.

Upon telling what happened to my hubby and my close friend, both of their reactions was why didn't she die in the bombing. No matter how bad the case is I would never curse anyone like that. She maybe the bitch of all bitches but no matter how she doesn't deserve to die.

Anyhow, I need a fucking break. I need a long holiday. I've been under a lot of stress lately. Weight is dipping and soon i'll be all bones again (I don't mind). Anyhow, off I go. Ciaoz