Slightly Clearer...

Was out with my bro just now, wanting to bitch about the music/job/industry/future stuff. Before I could even going there he just one thing, LEAVE! I read the long ranting post I did again and it was actually quite vague on details even though it was bout the music/industry/job/future thing but he managed to understand everything in there. Dude... I have only one thing to say la, you know me too well. Till a random rant like that also you know everything. Hell, end of the day also I'm still bitching bout the music/job/future/industry stuff to you which it's the same reason why I wanted to leave the last time.. so I take some credit away cause it's basically the same thing... hehe! :P

I guess most people do get stuck when it comes to work commitments. What he said was true, as much as I wanna leave and start a whole new experience and leave everything behind, I'm still feeling too comfortable living here. True that I can say. As much as you hate how things are here, it's still home, it's where we were brought up. So next week I'm gonna try to do a few things step by step.

1. FIX MY DAMN NECK STRAIN PROBLEM!
2. ASSIGNMENTS! (taboo word which I'm gonna get loads of sarcasms from a few people... *sigh*)
3. GO COLD TURKEY! (worth a try which I'm also gonna get loads of sarcams as well... *sigh*)
4. I NEED A CHEERLEADING TEAM FOR THE ABOVE! :P
5. CHEERLEADING TEAM IN BIKINIS?

My main concern now is still my neck. Was having the worst feeling ever yesterday and today compared to the rest of the other months. Thinking bout it now and just realize that maybe it's because of my previous job last year, not telling you where but some of you do know THAT place... hehehe. So... yeah... fix the neck THEN I'll probably be more focus. Had a meeting this evening as well and a friend said the same thing too. Someone actually said I look like shit today at Mont. Kiara Jazz Fest. can't remember who, see, this is how bad it's affecting me. *sigh* I think I've got to constantly blog so that I can remember my days and what I've done. Wow... long post gile babi. Better stop here.