I felt the pain when I said "NO"...

I've been chain smoking a lot. Those who know me or don't would say things like "What? Another one?". It's not because of stress or anything, it's just a bad habbit of liking the feeling of smoke going down your through into your lungs. I like that feeling a lot. Friday night something weird happen, I just felt so sick of smoking as if someone asked me to finnish a bucket of plain white rice. So I decided, I'm gonna take the initiative to cut down and eventually stop. Today, Saturday, I manage to only take 10 - 12 sticks and I was out from 2pm all the way till 3am. I could have easily smoked 2 packs. So it is and achievement! *confetti*... *pats own back*

Hopefully I can keep this up. I'm already suffering right now. Flu starting to build up. My eyes are getting smaller every minute. Slowly feeling sleepy and weak. Cold turkey, here I come! Better suffer through this and just get over with it.

Relating to my subject about the pain saying "NO", well, Elaine called me sometime at night just now while I was at Zouk for Junk Impulse music night. The day I decided to slowdown...

*phone rang*
Elaine: Hey, I'm at KLIA duty free. You want 1 carton or not? Quick!
Me: Shit... er..er.... N-n...no... le it's ok..
Elaine: You sure or not??? Faster! Yes or No?
Me: *chest feeling heavy* (it did seriously)... No.. No... don't buy..
Elaine: Okay, Bye..

Sigh.. Can't believe I said NO to 1 carton. Oh well... anyways, thanks Elaine, I know you read my blog cause you tell me that you do. hahaha! 1 confirmed reader. Love this woman to bits *hugs*. Okay, time to stop blogging cause I'm slowly losing focus now. If I get cranky, which I don't, thousand apologies to whoever. I think the only thing that you're gonna hear from me when cold turkey kicks in would be... "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!... DAMN SAN FU!!!!!!... AHHHHHH!!!" ... Nitez :D