Self Inflicted Torture...

I had enough money in my hands to get myself a pack 20's or even 14's. I spent 4 hours in Midvalley Megamall today without having a stick. Has got to be the worst 4 hours ever... *sigh*. The first one hour was not to bad since I had my cup of coffee and my laptop with me. Manage to distract myself. The last 3 hours after that was... hell... HELL... :(

The feeling was so bad that it was worst than having a girl you like rejecting you again.. and again... and again... and.. *pause*... *thinks*... wait.. I think getting rejected is worst.. hahaha! :D Well, it does give that same heavy chest feeling though. Man, I just realized the similarities of being heartbroken and cutting down on ciggies. o_O The only difference would be...

Ciggies : You can always pick up smoking again! :D
Heartbroken : Well... erm... you're pretty much screwed... :P

Winner goes to Ciggies! Woohoo! Alright.. I think I'm zoning out again. This is definitely not fun at all. I can't focus. I feel sick. I have this heavy chest feeling. No fun at all... well... I bought myself a sketchbook and some stationery. Gonna start sketching t-shirt designs soon. Kinda wanna get that angled art desk. See whether I can find a cheap one or anyone out there has a second hand unit for sale? :D